Alam Maya - Disitu Bermula

Alam maya - disitu  bermula. *kemain tajuk

Pada dasarnya sekiranya berdepan, sepi tanpa bicara. 

Itu dulu. Tapi sejak dah wujud group whatsapp ni, dah riuh rendah jadinya. Tak berhenti-henti aku senyum. Iyalah bila mak mak sedara bergurau senda bersama kami yang anak anak sedara kemain mesraa. 

dan

kami antara sepupu dah mula nak bertegur sapa. bukan tak rapat, tapi segan. Iyalah semua dah teruna dara tak kan nak lepak minum tengok bola gosip macam dulu kan ? dulu lainlah tak dinafikan berapa akrabnya kami. Main sama-sama, sampai pernah ada yang main kawin-kawin. Haha

well kami sepupu sahaja dah 36 orang tak silap. can you imagine ? itu baru cucu. belum plus mak pak sedara. riuhh ! cicit dah nak masuk 11. 

*pengsan !

haha. well happy me ! happy us !

Never Know

you never know how sad she is.

you never know.

and you never wanna know.

you left her speechless.

you left her with life of strain.

you left her with life of full hope

but last, you discard her expectation

and you left her alone.

you see her smile

but you never see what her heart actually goes on.

deep inside.

she hurts most

breaking heart hardly

full of disappointed

full of compulsion

and she hate her self now.

but never one know.

never one getting to let know

only her with the fake happy life.

she struggle lots to make surrounding full of happiness

but at last she acknowledgement with deeply dejected.

May Allah ease her.

May Allah always hears her du'a

May Allah bless her

May Allah give her good retaliation.

and I strongly sure that one day her life will be fine and she deserves what she had do for.

stop crying my dear. I do love you and always.

Life is Unfair

Life is unfair.

Mana ada life yang fair.

Kalau semua benda fair, tak nama life lah.

Kalau hidup tak susah, tak namanya belajar.

Dari susah baru mula nak belajar.

Kalau dah semua senang kau ingat kau akan belajar ?

Confirm confirm tak kan.

Kalau dah life tu senang, duduk goyang kaki aja.

Dah tak kenal sedih gembira susah payah perit derita tu semua.

Apa lagi unfair ?

Semua benda unfair, fair lah tu untuk kita.

Sebab kalau fair semua untuk kita, unfair untuk Pencipta

Sebab kalau fair, manusia jadi bongkak, angkuh.

Unfair pun dah bersepah bongkak angkuh.

Inikan lagi kalau dunia fair.

So sekarang fikir, ayat ayat aku ni unfair ke fair ?

Kah Kah Kah